complicated feeling

feel so complicated

now i have

--- no target in studies

--- no mood because every one non stop asking what i wanted to study

what should i do!!

study or work

Study

the main problem is what should i study

hotel management?

tourism?

make-up?

or what................

Work

if i continue work

i will not have mood continue study

although work i can earn money

but i really scare i will regret someday because of i didnt continue study

i don't want to be a girl that just study until spm then work and everyday go social event

go to recognize guy and go play them

then fall in love, break up and so on....

i don't want my life so fast become that

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why i see what will happen in my future life

i scare i will regret because of the choice that i choose