I use number of day to digest all things n I choose to use a more direct way than u to tell u what I feel after I read what had u write on me.
Not only u are 'small gas' i'm too.
Although I really cry badly after read it, keep on console myself it doesn't matter after few day will be ok maybe she just too angry on me. But I'm wrong! Totally wrong!!
Maybe I just hurt you a lot without notice, what can I say just sorry. I try hard to pretend nothing happen between me n u, but u didn't give me a chance at all. I though u will go to the class, so I make a very very hard decision n step in the house but u didn't come, that time I still console myself u sick so cant attend but 2nd time u also didn't come without any reason I just know this is serious. Everyone who know you will asking me why u didn't come. U just throw all this for me to handle, what u want me to answer them?? " oh~ she just don't want to be friend with me any more so she didn't come" or "I'm just too annoying n I gave her a lot of stress so she unfriend me". I hate u, u didn't give me a chance to talk to u straight away veto me. I'm sorry that I can't stand it anymore I'm going to burst! I don't want to cry like a fool anymore.
I find out without u I become more independent maybe previous days I just too rely on u. I'm trying my best to be independent, drive alone although I totally ‘路痴" get a data plan so that i can find my way back home using google map.
Trying my best to make more n more new friend in my uni, trying my best to have new girls friend n not to be a little flower cat. I will live better, previous I just put myself in a little circle, I will walk out from my little circle. Actually sometimes I feel that u just want to take advantage from me but I accept it, friend are always taking each others advantages. I don't think that I did treat bad on u n my family also treat u in a good way. But what u did on me make me upset n make my family also sense something wrong on us but they didn't ask me I'm appreciate it, I still have my family who support me.
Seriously I'm crying will typing this. It mean to me that v will be totally end. Actually I doesn't want it to write it out at all but it just like a stone place deep in my heart make me difficult to breath. So I choose the same way as u.
BTW
Not just u need time, me too.
i don't think that I will accept u anymore.
I don't mind what will u comment about me to others.
I let u free now.
bye. my previous BFF
woohooo~
Feel 'DESTRESS' after vomit out all things in deep of my heart.
I won't cry about this anymore this will be the last.
