My very first time driving at Peneng

Woohoo!! Today was my very first time driving my dear SAGA (P.S I didn't drive my house geh saga b4 de lo) haha^^ from the graveyard there to my baba old house quite far 1 xia... When my father give me car key I was WOW!! Really give me drive wor so trust my driving skill o?? But my my brother n my cousin brother quite scare de lo... The very first thing they do is quickly put on ur safety belt!! Haha but Peneng driver really very kong pu 1 xia lo... My cousin bro say if lorry u must let them go 1st if not they will hit u. I was HUH?? Not they let me go 1st de meh? The size of road at Peneng compare with kl really really small lo.. I very scare that I will hit the car beside me lo n motor more than car n the motorcycle were the most BIG boss on the road. So there was the big different between kl n Peneng lo...
BUT
after i safety reach my cousin house i only started scare & i keep on asking myself
'why you so brave de?? '
 'you not scare de meh?? '
'you don't know the way back home you still dare to drive o??'
then i only knew that my heartbeat so DAMN fast!!!
haha^^
new experience but i think no more next time...
Last but not least today I lat P la!!! Congratulation~ put firework!! Haha

20-03-2012

actually today i very very unhappy & moody....
luckily i hv a BFF  that will listen to me & talk to me, if not i really don't know what i will do after that.
i was very sad since last night, i feel like don't want go back home any more (P.S : i know that i was a very bad idea)
i don't want to face them nor talk to them, because i know i will more angry & sad...

i'm a very emotional girl...
very easy to cry when some feeling come to me
i will suddenly cry while talking and the tear will like spoil water tap keep on rolling out from my eyes and i also don't know why.

today i was out whole day and try keep myself happy and forget those unhappy things
EAT, MOVIES, SHOPPING to just let myself fill with happy memories.
but i found that i failed, because when i back to home the feeling come back to me.
i feel that i so useless.....

CRY maybe will just the way to let me release all this...
i'm alone n feel not secure...

D'day

finally D'day had come...
i already wait it for long long time until i had no mood to take it...
because YOU really let me wait too long already lo!!!
actually that YOU ia my STPM result.
it was a nightmare for me, i always will dreamed that i fail the exam. it shock me and awake when midnight.
it make me scare n i not dare to face it when it come
before the time come i cant even control myself, mt eyes keep on have tear rolling out from it and i also don't why...
maybe i was too nervous or my nightmare going to come true...
OMG! can't even imagine it if i really fail it...

when the time come i really really very scare and my hand was shivering...
i not dare to open nor see my result when i get it...
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luckily i had pass it~

HORRAY!

NO MORE NIGHTMARE!!!

although i had no A's but at least all pass~

SATISFY~

hehe

乱

现在整个就是乱！

心绪很乱！！

搞不清楚对方把我当哥儿们还是什么。。。

它对每个人都这样吗？？ 我不知道！


如果不是就不要让我误会。。

越想心情就越不好！很烦啊！！！！！！！！

成绩要出我已经快崩溃了，现在又来一个

我现在真的不知道自己要什么了

真的真的不知道。。。

很乱啊！！！